Sometimes I’m trying so hard to hold together all the pieces of my life, but they just keep slipping from my grasp. And I put everything I have into my relationship and into my job and into my friends and family – and they all just fall to pieces.

And sometimes, I try really hard to throw it all away. And I just give up and I cry and I whine and I yell. And still my family loves me, my job believes in me, my friends hold true, and my relationship is steadfast.

And that to me, is God’s Grace. All of it is a blessing in it’s own way; all of it a lesson. Until I’m able to grasp the bigger picture I have no idea what to make of any of it.

I feel really really fortunate for everything and everybody in my life. Thank you.